Martian Sandy®

Like a squirrel in a underwater dome, observing & helping the sea creatures around 

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I once took a small step

Asking a question

Replying to your idea

It made me a little less free

 

We had lunch in the cafeteria

You and me

Gossiping and chatting

That made me feel free

 

There was a regular time

Agreed by us both

So we could meet

If there was a free seat

 

The irregularities grew

We both had our own

Friends that took our time

Meeting became a small crime

 

Cause the others

They needed us for their own

Yet we realized

That was the path we had sown

 

Were we happy?

Bit yes, bit no

But the bonds 

They became

Like this, so slow

 

They crept over us

Even the ones

We dare not say

That were so so

And had troubles

Which never went away

 

Hoping for an answer

A path out of the mess

I reflected and thought

Could we break this rhythm 

Stop being caught

While being nice to her or him?

 

I want to be happy

And a little free

Hoping you see

Don't feel crappy

Together with you

I cannot always be me

 

……

 

You don't listen!

Yes, I like our time

Yet not every day

It's too late too stray

 

……

 

Make a decision!

You exclaim!

So with great pain

I make an admission

 

……

 

It sucks!

All your clucks!

Your fake story

That you don't give any fucks!

 

……

 

There was silence

A knife

Strife

 

……

 

Did your imagination get the better of you

Not all you expect should come true

Bonding through killing could make you free, yes

But all that horror only give stress

 

So imagine this

Imagine all that make your bond true

And sculpt it in a form

That stays with the bond

From the moment it was born

 

You meet

With the form

You greet

Through the form

 

But when it doesn't work out

This third player

Should be killed

So that both of you are not billed

 

And yes that has consequences

That's how it works

Cause bonding over killing

Is definitely chilling

Like a squirl in a underwater dome, observing & helping the sea creatures around